" i sat at mydesk at 10, it is now 1pm and ive only memorised first line of my intro. i feel like i am wasting time doing english knowngly that im gonna do bad either way when i could js spam math "
This is a common high school experience, an experience that should never occur. So, want some advice? Here's the 'no fluff - no bluff' summary to maximize output.
Practice problems. Rote-learning content gets you nowhere. Want to be able to write coherently, while still answering question? - Try practicing essay problems rather than rewriting the same essay iteratively.
Sitting at your desk for 3 hours straight will get you nowhere. Consider exercising in between, or swapping subjects in different time slots.
You've got this. And when you're ready, tell me how it all goes. I will probably be awake at 1am, meeting you all in the depths 'vros'