Not the same subject but i remember term 2 of Y12, i failed my internal exam so bad for business studies. I had a massive breakdown that time and considered dropping but my mum wouldnt let me and she made me wait a bit longer to think abt it. Now that internals r over, i finished 3rd in my cohort which honestly had me so happy bc i thought i failed that subject. My point is, one internal is not an end all and after the standard maths exam this year, i think it rlly shows that standard is not necessarily all that much easier. It just requires a different skillset. I think whatever u end up doing, just make sure its what u want and not bc someones forcing u into it. Gll!! U got this